The last smile

You smile, always let me but stunned. The last time, still clear.

You said, happy spot is good, smile to life. One day, we sing songs, together and slowly old. If know it is the last time, how can I smiled and said goodbye. The last time, we smile and wave his hand.

The last time, enough trails.

Maybe, you can't be with me together and slowly old, but we will grow old together. Will not, when we are very old is old, you will also smiled at me, just when the last good is not good. If really that day, I will cry quietly, please smile.

We have been searching for someone, that the so-called happiness. And then we gently stood on tiptoe, but with tears in steal. Ever thought oneself can be happy like a child, take your hand, slowly moving, happy to go forward. But there is always the last time, the last time, in the last smile. I always like to look back, some of the memories memory smile and tears. Then tell yourself, don't sad.

If you can, please do not open the memory, the title page, that would fall to a dust. Think of that year of love, the pain of heart. Think of the smile, disappointed lonely.

Get used to it, so DuoNian or is coming. Time passes, much transformed. Looking back, life is still very beautiful. Occasionally appear memory of smiling, actually had a good, easy smile.

Sometimes, a lonely people in your life, the emergence of the simple, and simple disappear. Looking at his smile, you will feel that his good lonely. Perhaps, he is always a person lonely smile. The habit is so lonely, lonely. If that was the last time smile, you know the deep.

The last smile, let more sad ending. If know, how should I smiled and said goodbye.

Where shall our love go

Love really is very small, it will change anytime and anywhere, now of I also not so sure of the world will have good love!!!!! 

All said after marriage husband depend on, but I? What a life every day may only oneself know, every day are living in fear, because guess and husband and again and again rebelled against derailed make me sad on top of the world, and I to the belly of the baby and again, sometimes I really tolerance and not knowing how can become so weak, be harm to become so also he so good that he? In a time and time again to make mistakes if pile after. 

I hate myself, every time determined to break off the relationship with him when I will be his a few words to cheat in the past, why he can be so unique feeling so cruel, why I do not, I hate his own softhearted, now I feel so tired and you don't even know what you're doing, although now he will face I is not bad, but I always insecurity, may trust in him to already did not exist, the brain good mess, good depressed, and I do, how to do? 

Virgo's SheHuang da

My man, I call him the rabbit, Germany male, virgo.
Once have two friends of words, let me in on the rabbit in two brainboxes of fluctuating. A chi chi bookstore owner said, thrift type virgo cannot choose, he again good also won't it is good for you. And a strong world the company's sales manager says, "want to live, they find virgo such house gu man.
Finally, turn in the shoulder earlobe said liu2 bei4 gave me a big inspiration. Liu2 bei4 only with big ear brought blessings, can talk to the various ge is bright zhang fei guan yu zhao4 yun2, helped make him a hero handsome boy emperor. Look at the rabbit's big ear, I think I followed him, could not eat meat, can drink the soup?
The beginning, the rabbit's good practical life, let I think the performance of the sales manager, it is all the words of the wise choice of husband philosophy.
The conduit leakage, home he can push aside, the hose wall, a new twist is; The configuration of the chest has no handle property, he deserve to look one integrated mass by the handle. No furniture also use does not look for sorrow, he bought himself, plus scouted around for wood of the leftover material waste, chi chi to out of the cabinet, tea table, deserve to go up again the FenHaoBuCha glass.
In addition, he also shows by a German man of excellent versatility.
As a two professional hsun engineering, he can write dr full of imagination and there is no lack of again humorous love letters. All right, he likes to use the computer drawing cartoon, with the hand drawing oil painting.
Every time after buying medicine, he came back to check their efficacy. Because of his carefully, I enjoy the doctor gave me a prescription from asthma medicine, because I actually made only small pharyngitis. Even in my IBM computer screen experts will say that healing, he also invalid to take down the main board, to hardware market bought hair dryers, tin foil wrapped up blew on and put back and then a new life.
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But, if the boss is slowly beginning to the bookstore to cash.
We eat, only to fixed the few restaurants, each only point two dishes, species with small ranges permanent don't change. When I move in the side of the road or fly looks very emotional appeal eat out of the restaurant, he put his brown eyes turn to the left Germany said: "you have seen with recycle trash of oil. Stir fry food?" Or turn to the right said: "it is to fall into the trap of place, upstarts are you?"
Go to the mall to buy things, he will say, this thing costs only 50 piece, not worth it, and went to the wholesale market, he says, it looks very cheap, material is the chemical.
Back to 25 kilograms of climbers on bag, he led my a head of old sweat on the trot to catch the bus, I finally go ape, in the crowd, making up the line hedong animal roars at fellow players: how do you can this to me?
He innocent talk about TanTan hands, you have to watch how I treat yourself, so you know me to you is actually very good. I see him those who served ten years or so, the big hole small hole countless clothes, shame get up to shout loudly: I don't know you this accept the ragged foreign guy.
At first, the rabbit get to pick up a door of the tea table of the delicate transformation, picking up to hang it on the wall of the others do adornment, to pick up the pickle jar is kind of the plant, friends all eppendorf tube has been praised him is a capable "SheHuang da".
Later, the situation is not so good for the development of, what break the pillow, the torn bags, broken boxes, from my house after a moment, to can become rubbish.
Every time go back home, he'll go a few stairs to take the elevator. Of course not to exercise, but to review all the trash can. When you go out, the elevator arrived, often have to wait, because the dustbin and baby next to the, need to be sent home. "There are several rich neighbor is good, can always pick up useful rubbish." This perspective I have to admire.
Occasionally I pointed to his ShaoShang several to pick up the paper box, wood box, his eyes is happy from brown to green, and brazen put forward the new request: "fill the shoes of the shoe box that paper to packing is very good, can help me to find some?"
Two things make the rabbit regret DuoNian, has been talking. First thing happened 10 years ago, in Frankfurt. In the rush to the airport road, he found a very modern prostheses, as good as new. But because he always in the MoJi by mistake, can't edge machine picked up removed.
Another thing or in Frankfurt, on the way he found a shiny stainless steel the coffee machine. This time, he completely forgot I taught "have coffee machine will only let us keep drink coffee, go against health" argument, it was mad with joy. But he can't take this wonderful trash, because he had to go on the embassy office. Of course, he do finished, this baby has fang YaoMiao trace. The thing that makes him so far lost love.

There is a love that his mouth shut

Men out of work. He didn't tell a woman.
He still go out and go home on time. He does not forget to make up some stories deceive woman. He said the new director is kind, the new female college students is pure of... The woman took his ears, smiled and said, "you be careful." When he was walking out and women caught him help put his shirt collarband.
The man with a briefcase, crowded on the bus station, after three down. He is in the park bench sit quietly, looking very fraught at groups on the square of the doves. In the evening, the man for a pair of smiling face to go home. He knock on the door, he cried out, "I come back!" A man such to the 5 days.
Five days later, he works in a small cement plant find a short. There, the bad environment flying dust let his throat always did. The intensity of labor is very big, the work when he was too tired to sweaty. Leader to say: "you don't do this, you once no." The man said: "I can." He gritted the jaws, two legs gently shaking. Man with thick dust, his body like a statue of the activities of fatigue clay sculpture.
A class, in the factory the man in a bath, change the suit, dress up as a very light to go home. He knock on the door, he cried out, "I come back!" The woman was ran over to open the door. The house full of the smell of chopped green onion, let the man's mind. The table woman asked him "whether the work?" He said: "satisfactory, the new female college students is pure." Women, but men of passion with a black fungus chopsticks. And the woman said, "the water is boiling, take a shower?" The man say: "washed, and his colleagues washed back." the sauna The woman light to hum songs, start tidy up the dishes. Men want to: close call, almost be found. Tired of male in a hurry, then wash a face to brush one lie down to sleep.
The man in the cement plant dry more than 20 days. Come to the end of the month. He doesn't know the poor little salary can fool woman. After dinner that evening, the woman suddenly say: "you don't in the company to work right, I know there's a company in recruitment, help you find out, all require you to meet tomorrow to try,?" The man a rapture, said, "why want to change?" And the woman said, "a change is not very good? Besides the treatment is very good?" Hence the second day, the man went for it, and is well accepted.
That day, a man burning a lot of food and drink a lot of wine. And that, he knows, all of the wool over women actually. Perhaps to cement plant to work that day from losing his job, maybe from that day, women will know the truth. Is he the look in the eyes of the dodge sold him? Is he tired body betrayed him? From the window is a woman saw him sitting in the opposite direction of the bus? Or he so relaxed look too bad and exaggeration? He can be fabricated story cheat him woman, but can't talk to the woman believe.
In fact, when a man love each other, have what thing can hide from the past? Man think back to this more than 20 days, every day, the table has a plate of black fungus scrambled eggs. Men know black fungus can clear lung. Dust flying of the men need a plate of black fungus scrambled eggs. Sometimes a woman will make him eat two teaspoons of cream. Men want to, that is also careful planning woman. Also, these days women no longer at the he accompany her to see the TV series, because he was so tired. Now a man completely believe the woman would have known his secret, she quietly for him to do the thing, but never opened it. The reigning male suddenly business, unemployment impoverish themselves, it's a secret. Is the man, also her. She had to bite a pain, his mouth shut. She can't let anyone know, including manufacturing secret man. The man standing in the balcony looking at the city's evening, and eventually have a tear down...
A marriage, a kind of touched that to love each other, a kind of touched that eager to help each other. There are actually a kind of touched, called his mouth shut.

Cecilia cheung sitting on 300 million road without money for custody son advantage

June 25, 2011 Hong Kong Nicholas tse formal statement said hair yesterday to make painful decision to deal with family problems, with cheung said a number of force is not two people, Nicholas tse five years of marriage encroaching danger!!!!! This five years with the assets to Nicholas tse Cecilia cheung calculation, there is really no phase, no wonder she has a close to the reporters said "even if they don't do the entertainment is fine for me!"

Nicholas tse and Cecilia cheung public marriage-Nicholas tse pick up again and again after five years working for the family, doing many movies, plus the film opened post production company, and his strength to earn more than 200 million hk dollar, the property value his net in five years were eager to hk $five hundred million. Nicholas tse and working constantly, he is expected to act DuoGe advertising and TV series, married to still continue to rise.

Violence was amazing. Rise

Nicholas tse major film market in recent years, five years has cleared about hk $50 million, paid suction jin li amazing, among them, he film "fortress besieged" by October even take two supporting actor award, after earning surge to 9 million hk dollar, and is filming of the movie "inverse wars higher paid hk $15 million.

In addition, the he had 300000 yuan star in the mainland of the TV series "JianXia hide love", the sword country villa were nearly hk $10 million paid, income is very considerable. It is reported, Nicholas tse in thirty million RMB star in recent months, the mainland play future star and three ads, plus movie post-production company 5 years of income more than, Nicholas tse five years of violence rose to 600 million yuan worth.

His return next film constantly

Cheung pak-chi and constantly return last year after next film, plus recently bought two value of money in the more than 100 million hk dollar, married to the unit also rise. Cecilia cheung in addition to attend store and with "friendship" price about hk $5 million for the animation "chow Yangtze river 7 love earth" theme song, sing and act HeSuiPian 10 million paid to the various services strongest thing ", then doing the wife ", just a shadow over a year has made more than 8000 hk dollar strength, and the animal roars at fellow players will be filmed hedong 2 "charge hk $12 million, and two of the advertising about hk $12 million, more than a year already firm bag of nearly hk dollar, five years to make 300 million yuan altogether.

I just want to stay with you

In 1962, LiuBaiYu writer by Beijing to Shanghai cure. He was the firstborn of the shore is suffering from shore, he upset rheumatoid heart disease, then let coast to coast also doctor. Shanghai Unfortunately, the treatment effect is not good, shore the disease of the shore, and did not get better to return to Beijing. LiuBaiYu all helpless, have to make WangQi wife with the critically ill son to come home. They came back to Beijing that afternoon, LiuBaiYu in limbo, a dysphoric. At this time, ba jin, XiaoShan couple came to LiuBaiYu room. Two people after taking the door, who all didn't say a word, quietly sitting on the sofa. In fact they know very much about illness, both in the shore shore concern about him, for fear that the road accidents. In the ward, holding the hand of quiet ba jin LiuBaiYu slightly and the hand of the HanJinJin tremble, touched. XiaoShan side note is an air of LiuBaiYu, looked at the table side of the phone. All of a sudden, the phone rang, and XiaoShan busy in before the LiuBaiYu picked up the phone. When the call came in WangQi mother and child had arrived safely in Beijing news, three people long comfortable tone, a smile on their faces.

Originally, ba jin estimates that Beijing will be to telephone, afraid have tragic news, LiuBaiYu to suffer, and Mrs. With XiaoShan special to keep him company. When two people rises, LiuBaiYu insisted to the hospital. He tightly grasp ba jin's hand, again and again to say thank you. Ba jin but put the motioning with his hand, said flatly, nothing, at the right moment free, just want to accompany you take a seat.

In the most depressed, the most helpless time, that would like to accompany you sat down, your real friends are.

Grasp myself see the heart

Life, such as meteor general, maybe there will be a flash is flowery, but, gorgeous meet indeed is the eternal after dark silence.

Always for a he had done things and thinking very long, in the end, they find themselves do actually have no meaning. Can't help wry smile shook his head. "Outsider" in their men are blind, with a bystander identity to think he had done events, you will find, that he couldn't read.

Sometimes, looked over at the blue sky, there is always a rushed out of imprisoned urge. For one day get it, they found, he has lost many, many. But, with young men in the hearts of the shares frivolous, stubborn, exhaustion systemic pneumatic fly forward, but don't want to, from now on and then on the path to a full of wrong road! Lost in direction, lose themselves, with only when the loneliness and sadness.

The wind, fell YeFei volume. Hold her fragile wings, trembling, in the heart of injustice and lonely but could not say, because the export always think: "to become strong, experience these wind and rain is inevitable!" Always very naive to think, as long as it with both hands and to embrace the world. When someone to put out the warm hands, but its proud head up, and clapped wings of the head also don't back into the blue sky.

When his physical failure, fell to the sea, and access to the cold ocean water, they suddenly understood before, what all don't understand, in the heart wonder: "if there is a next time, you must want to see everything heart, not to be confused by the surface of things!!!!!"

When the night in the past were always there sunshine. But you have to win over the dark, lonely, don't be confused by the surface, and make the impulse of the decision. Day did not change, to not change, since nothing changes, why his heart but ideas and shaken by?

Friend!!!! Grasp myself, as long as the heart has the light, and the dark fear!!!!!

sorry

When you read, I has a very strong vanity. Or it can be said that since the childhood, my vanity born that way. So strong a vanity, let me in life road leave too much regret and sigh. Until now, I often for own vanity and frustration.

Indeed, people have strong vanity is not always a good thing.

Today, quiet, lonely environment, let my thoughts and as memories of the dance, fly to the former student days. That is when I was in high school. The next time, for ten years.

Think of today, but still clear, wandering in my mind.

Memory, there are a lot of things, but it also has gradually become fuzzy some things always putting on not to, just like today I want to write about it.

Read the senior high school, I nearly every week to go home because the school is not very far away from home and, again say stay in school, also feel that have nothing to do, he simply went home. That time, my grandmother came to my grandmother, only my mom a daughter, old people, always want to children, son can meet every day, but her daughter married go out, not a saw each other every day! So idle time, will come to his daughter's house, sit back, relax, Syria and Syrian feeling. As usual, I return to a house, let out a cry the grandmother. Grandma see high school's grandson back and was extraordinarily happy, asking question that, to be caring and attentive. In the eyes of the grandma, grandchildren can read in high school, is a culture has. And in all of my Cousins, also of no one can read up on the high school, the fact, let me become the grandmother of the apple of the eye.

Rather, grandma proud of me!!!!!

In fact, the grandmother's love for me, is more than my those Cousins. The grandmother only a daughter, and my mother is only me a son, my position has always been on high. So, every time I go to my grandma's, the grandmother will put those junior to her father of candy, give me out to eat, do for me favorite food!!!!! To this, the aunt often some complaints. But the grandmother every time come to my house, and there will always be bring me good candy, in her mind, I this grandson, and let her pay more love and care. So like a gentle stream of take good care of, I was young and ignorant, and how much is moved in and rejoice. Often, these in the grandmother of the free in an effort. Even a "thank you" forget said.

Wait until I sensible, know to say thank you, grandmother have been dead!!!!!

With sadness, and I weighed the son and close to a "no" this sentence of weight. In addition to regret, more is guilty.

I asked grandma, when to come? Grandmother told me to come for several days. Tomorrow is going to go back. Although my grandmother in her s who had, but still stand on my own two, vegetables, feed chicken, etc. So, the grandmother every time come to my house, can stay, in a hurry, rose up and went to say a few days away. She can not put down, in the land of the cages food, just count your chickens before they are hatched chicks.

The second day go grandmother, and I'm the same way, because my school is in between my home and my grandma's center. The grandmother to go home after my school. I and my grandmother go through a few twists and turns in the mountain, and came to the station after, say the station, there was no bus stop, just a crossroads and yourself. Because in this intersection people waiting for the bus, this place is naturally became the so-called station!

This reminds me of lu xun, maxim: "this is no way in the world, just walk of person many, then became road"

Until now, the corner, there is still no stop, but people have been used in the car. And I have no that has many years in the car, my grandmother never left me. Coming in front of a classmate, in the same class. Suddenly, the heart of the vanity, let I blame, come true, when not sigh why today and grandma happened in sit together this bus. Say direct point, I don't want to let students see me and an old, old woman in the footsteps of ride with. Feel very lose face, is my complaint to really take source.

Students rushed me a smile, what a coincidence! I say: "yes!!!!!" Faces uncomfortable smile. Grandma on the side, whole didn't care. Today's night on duty who? The students asked.

"Mr Wu! The old man." I absent-minded in the answer.

"I also don't like him, he is too serious." Students continued.

Yes, I also don't like. The heart has ManLou rain is early.

At this time, bus, one white ZhongBaChe open come over, say, in fact, have been not white white, body dirt accumulation. That's the mountains the road by the traces of the dust. Grandma was eager to get on the car, I afraid grandma fell down, to hold the grandmother.

"This is what you?" Students in asked me.

"Don't know", I wanted to tell students, this is my grandma, I love my grandmother pain, but the mentality of the young students, let I lied to and that hurt yourself. I don't know, at that time the grandmother whether listen to clear this sentence, if hear, and from the apple of her grandson mouth will is how that came out of the uncomfortable. Care for at that time, I felt so ashamed of me.

"Oh, can't believe you still stand will carry forward the spirit of helpful!" Students at the side badinage.

I began to have a fever, burn to face his ears, tried to disguise her panic and distress, to the students of the cast light forced a smile. In my life, this kind of later smile while often also can appear, but have no the bitter. Inner thoughts, such as double the tumbling down WuWeiPing!!!!! Uncomfortable. I found a seat for grandmother. But he himself from the grandmother. Eye at the car window shuttle mountains and the trees, and the pieces of the paddy fields. The heart is a mess! Uncomfortable disorderly!!!!!

As if feel innumerable double eyes looking at me, that kind of feeling like a single girl naked light body to exposure to the public under, shame can't describe. That day, in the car, I didn't say a word with my grandmother. That day, in the car, students tell me words, I also all don't remember. That day, I don't have to buy the tickets for the grandmother, is only one yuan ticket, I afraid the classmate joke I, afraid of don't I laugh at me. This attitude, I now think back at that time, I can't understand yourself.

"If it is vanity, this is very shameful. I get off, also not with grandma to say goodbye, are doing just looked back at the grandmother. Grandma was also looking at me, moved the lips, as if to say to me??????? Did not speak, also too late openings, because I have already got off. I didn't turn head, marched straight to school dormitory, tired!!!!!

I did a let oneself guilty life. In the winter, the grandmother was ill, my mother and I go to see my grandmother, grandmother has not unable to speak, look bleak, appear very dull. Listen to the uncle said, already didn't eat for several days. Then look at the grandmother's face, already the haggard faces. There is a very sour things, impact of his nostrils, and I make me feel sick. With tears of its eyes mother, also early has wet.

And I finally failed to into my grandmother said a word, have never thought that on in the car and I and my grandmother was the last strangers and opposite the strangers. Grandma, I buried could not off, because learning tension is busy, the university entrance exam drawing near, the mother afraid of hold up my school, didn't let me leave. Now, think back for ten years and....... Good quick ah, suddenly look back, this time, like ten years a dream, the dream of the piece, as in a yesterday.

My grandmother had already left me ten years, these ten years, I have a majority in our normal life, only occasional think of this period of the past, the heart can't be calm, always lurking in the inner guilt and blame always quickly spread my each nerve.

Over the years, I have no courage to tell this to anyone.

Today, may be a special day, thoughts are very heavy, have a strong desire to pour out, so I put it down in words, be a kind of catharsis right, also be the soul to my grandma of 1:00 compensate!!!!